I feel like over the last several months my blog has become kind of blah. I haven't been recording the day to day things nearly as much as I used to. Like when Jayden gets out of bed at night a thousand times with some excuse that he needs something, and I get frustrated, but then before he heads back to bed, he gives me as many hugs as he can and tells me he loves me. Or when Sidney is sick and she comes to me and says she needs a cuddle or she needs a hug, or how she wakes up scared at night because of a bad dream and she wants daddy. Or when we are at the library and Jayden sees a book about a new baby in the family and wants to get it for Sidney because the girl on the cover looks mad. Or when Sidney wants to make crowns and we wear them all morning and she calls me "queen" instead of mom. Or when Josh stays up all night with a sick child so I can get some sleep, or runs to the store after a long day at work even though he's just as tired as I am, and then brings home Ben & Jerry's. Or feeling the baby kick, reminding me that despite the seemingly never ending nausea and discomfort, it's all for a purpose, and will be worth it. I do love this little family of mine and I have really missed recording the little things. The kids love reading back through all of the funny things they do. I really want to get back on track.
I've only got a few more months of my Sidney time. It makes me a little sad, but I'm excited to see her in her new role as a big sister. (A little worried, she still isn't happy it's a boy.) She is a sweetie and a stinker, and she talks my ear off all day long. She is my little helper around the house, my drama queen, my girly girl, and my cuddle bug. She is always coming up with things for us to do. Today we were cleaning out some closets and found some baskets so she wanted to have a picnic in the backyard. I dusted off the camera and after taking a ton of pictures of her she started rolling her eyes and sighing, telling me it was enough. Those eyes have been rolling at me way too much lately, is she 13?
See those rolling eyes? Seriously a drama queen.
And Jayden always makes us laugh. They need to stop growing up.